Books I’ve Been Bequeathed

Jacqueline Cramaille, a friend and roll model to myself and others, passed away recently from cancer. I didn’t know her as well as I now wish to. I knew how she spent her time, what she did for work, and a brief knowledge of her hobbies. Very brief. I knew she loved Iris flowers, books, and science fiction. She lived simply in a one-room apartment, alone, without even a TV. But when I would spend time with her in the past I always loved getting her opinion on older SciFi series and finding out what book(s) she was currently reading. It was a hobby we both shared. She loved loved loved Star Trek. She could geek out about Star Trek for hours. (This was a woman in her 60s haha). She didn’t like Star Wars as much because she felt the Force was too magicky. And she never liked Doctor Who (my favorite television program) because “he” was too creepy (probably referring to Tom Baker). She was a trip.

When I found out that she had brain cancer it hit me very hard. She was given 30 days to live and amazingly she tripled that. In that time I visited her only once though. She asked me if I would make a small book of pictures she had taken of her favorite flowers via Shutterfly and I told her I would. This was the first time I ever entered her humble apartment and wow. I underestimated her love of SciFi and books. She REALLY liked to read. She had bookcases lining each wall, reaching all the way to the roof, each filled with campy paperbacks. One bookcase was literally all Star Trek novels, dating back to the early seventies. There were so many they had to be double-stacked, and more were stacked on the wall next to it. It was a tremendous collection. I had to admire it.




Just a few pictures I took that day I visited her and please do note, this is but one bookshelf. Well, I did end up putting that book together and ordering it, but I never got to give it to her. I was in Costa Rica at the time it came in through the mail. I had my mother give it to her, and this turned out to be the last time she went out publicly. She went into hospice soon after, and I was honored to learn that the book I made her, entitled “The Life of the Iris” was apparently one of the few things she took with her. She passed soon after that, but she was well cared for throughout that entire time. Upon returning home from Costa Rica I learned that she had placed my name in her will, putting me in possession of all her Star Trek novels and other science fiction literature. And frankly I’m dumbfounded. I never would have realized how highly she regarded me. Not only do I now own the most spectacular collection of Science Fiction novels I’ve ever seen, but I have absolutely no idea what on earth I’ll be doing with them.

Frankly, the amount of books bequeathed to me has to be around 500. A final count has yet to be made, as I haven’t even picked them all up yet. When I came to pick them up from her apartment, there were six boxes jammed full, and that was only about half of the bookshelf designated as “Star Trek”. So I’ll be making a second trip sometime to get the rest. I hope I don’t have to make a third. Will bring extra boxes just in case. But truly, I can’t think of another time I’ve felt more honored than I am now, and this measly little blog can’t possibly express my gratitude for the kindness she’s bestowed upon me.

In the past I’ve ashamedly daydreamed about how great it would be if by some small chance I had some extremely well-off family member who left me a fortune in their will. But I don’t have any extremely well-off family members, and I knew this would never happen to me. But it strangely did. It may not be a handsome sum of savings from a well-off family member, but it was certainly a fortune spent on literature by a good friend. At the rate I read and pick up new books now, I doubt I’ll ever actually need to buy another science fiction novel again.

I’ve just finished placing the Star Trek books on a shelf next to my staircase. These are solely titles adapted from The Original Series – I’ve yet to pick up or organize any of The Next Generation, Deep Space Nine, Voyager, Enterprise, or other Star Trek novels.


And then, packaged along with the Star Trek books were a bunch of other old and campy SciFi gems I had never even heard of before. Among them, the seven book Gandalara Cycle, some Venus Prime, titles by Simon Lang, Harry Harrison, several series written by author E. E. “Doc” Smith, and a LOT of novels by authors Anne and Todd McCaffrey including 95% of the Dragonriders of Pern series and many others. There were even a few books translated into French.


I’m excited and terrified about grabbing the rest of the collection, because it really is a lot of books. I spent a good portion of the day today sifting shelves and making room. I’m not sure what I even want to do with them all just yet, if anything. Should I read them and review them on this blog? Should I get a license to vend in NYC and plop up a stand to sell them? Sell them at this year’s New York Comic Con perhaps? $3-5 bucks a piece? Would it be wrong of me to sell them? They’re all in an uncannily good condition. Or should I keep them as decoration and for personal use? I’ll have to decide. I’ll check back when I’ve received the rest of the books.

I want to first catalogue them all and determine their worth as a whole. Anyone have a good tool or know of one for cataloging your personal library? Excel can get a bit boring.

39 thoughts on “Books I’ve Been Bequeathed

  1. Whatever you do with the books in the long run, you will always have the knowledge that you obviously touched her life in a big way 🙂 It is a fantastic collection, I have always dreamed of walls covered in books like that but have never made it a reality. However long you keep them and however many you keep, I hope you enjoy them and I look forward to reading your reviews.


  2. I’m glad you are keeping them, at least for a while! They are a treasure! If you ever decide to pass them on, a lot of libraries (including mine) have Friends groups that sell used books to raise money for library programs and materials, so you might consider that if the book start to weigh you down. But I’m glad you are taking some time to enjoy them!


  3. It must be so hard, being left this, and then wondering what to do with it all. Would selling them be like giving away your memory of her? Or giving away the part of her that she wanted to leave to you? I suppose there is another option – you could donate them to a good cause. Local library, local school, local sci-fi club – and keep maybe her favourites for yourself because you have special memories of her. But in the end, the memories of her will be beyond those books, and perhaps your friend would have rathered someone enjoyed them, instead of them being put in the trash. And there are so many ways those books could be enjoyed.


  4. This is a very moving post. All of my friendships have been centered around books. I can only imagine what this gift must been to you. My condolences for your loss.


  5. That was a wonderful remembrance. I’m sure the time you spent with her just talking about the books was very significant to her.
    Sounds like you’re leaning toward keeping the books for now, and for what it’s worth, I think you’re right to do so. The old saying: once they’re gone they’re gone, is true.
    Last year, I was going to sell the 300 or so vintage paperbacks that I’d kept over the years, but when I started going through them, I just couldn’t do it. They were still special.


  6. WOW! I used to have the Strar Trek series. Also the Avengers with Diana Rigg on the covers. Shows my age! LOL. You mispelled ROLL models. Role. Have you read all your books? The ONLY Star Trek book I miss, and I read it over 16 times (odd, I remember reading it) was the Tribbles book, or is it Trebbles. Those furry things. Those books were so good. I still have The Dark Shadows TV series by Marilyn Ross. The GET SMART TV series books and the Flying Nun paperback were great, too. Those writers really captured the essence and the comedy of those shows. And don’t tell me you have never heard of those shows. Even if you have not.


    1. Oh right. Thanks for pointing that out. In usually more careful about that word as I most usually equate the double L in roll with down a hiLL. Lol. No, I haven’t read any yet. They were just given to me in the will of someone who recently passed away. And yes! Yes, I have. I haven’t seen any, but I do love old cult television like the Avengers and Dark Shadows.


  7. That’s an incredible gift to be given. It’s obvious that you made a huge difference in her life and have been rewarded for it. Be sure to put some thoughts up of what your favorites are, if you ever get the chance to read them all. Looks like it would take a while


  8. What a wonderful post! Sometimes friends you have known the longest can surprise you with how much they care for something. Like Star Trek. I’m smiling at Jacqueline’s love for Star Trek (your photos of her bookcase are amazing!) because that’s really what being a nerd/geek is all about: passion. It’s wonderful that you’re carrying on her passion and sharing it with us.
    I think you should start at the beginning and do a post on every book, but I’m also overzealous about science fiction. If it turns out you don’t have room to keep them all, you might try “giving” the books away online for a penny and just charging shipping. Or, you could pass them on to worthy bookworms.
    (And, yes, even though I LOVE Doctor Who, I do see her point on the creepy issue.)


    1. Thanks for the response. After much deliberation, I’ve decided to keep it. I do have the shelf space currently and shall continue posting about the books. I’ve already begun my cataloging the books online and have gotten through her collection of The Original Series and The Next Generation pretty soundly in parts II & III of Books I’ve Been Bequeathed. I’d like to start reviewing them individually eventually.


  9. Unfortunately, they are probably not worth that much at all. I mean, I pick up SF novels by the bucket for 25 cents — 1$ each. And if you sell them by lot they are even less expensive… At most on ebay you’ll get a dollar or so apiece (if you sell them by lot) but plan on waiting forever. Perhaps what you should do is not see it as a way to get some cash (unless you absolutely need it) but rather, read a few and return the one’s you’ve read to a local bookstore to resell (they’ll sell them back for a mere 1$ – 2$).


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